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| I found this kid tagging and he let me follow him around with my camera. He seemed to have no worries. |
I worry just like everybody else about where my life is headed. Currently, that involves a stable job and managing my money better. I always have these weird internal conflicts about 'work'. On one hand I'm like "Well I could just get a 9 to 5 job and do the things I love on the side while I steadily grow that mound of money to live comfortably". On the other hand I'm like "I'm scared of killing that part of me that is so fired up about creating things and I could just take on freelance work that pays but pays variably". But then when I operate on my 'own time' things aren't achieved in 'efficient time'. And operating on my 'own time' leads to 3am bedtimes and unhealthy eating patterns, which leads to even later bedtimes and then lazy Morgs who sleeps till 1pm. Not. A. Fun time. Good work does come of it but at the expensive of self preservation. And then when I have a routine I become less interested in the things that I get a lot of joy out of doing. So basically, current worries include tossing up money over happiness. *Sigh* Life.
Morgs
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